Friday, July 9, 2010

...n cre bebi cha k bo na deserto Sahara!


WORDS!

Words...

Words when said with truth, their meaning has a higher value than action, sometimes and at times.
Words that can't be said when needed, that can't be expressed when felt.
Words that by many are said in vain, and said less by others.
Words of reality...
words unspoken!

What I say at times may sound crazy and all but it sure makes sense all in my head....
When wanting to speak, I get speechless
...when wanting to be quiet and just listen I lose track of time and start speaking again.

I promised myself that the next time I had the chance to let you know of such words and feelings, that I would certaintly do so.

I really can't express exactly what is that I'd like to say;
...but the day to do so will come....sooner or later!
For better and for always better!
Like you had said "one day we'll see each other"
and I had said "Amen",
given the fact that...
I dream of that day, so often.

I'd want to drink tea in the Sahara desert with you,
....eat ice cream when is below zero degrees by your side,
I'd like to see the world through your eyes.

While learning so much with you, from and by you.

So many thoughts runs through my mind.....

I wish I could have the courage to call you "my soul mate",
whenever my heart felt like it.
At least more than once!
Calling you my other half,
while singing "our" song...
Words
....tby India Arie and Anthony David.

Words unsaid, words unspoken
of a woman who loves without any expectations,

A breeze is touching my skin, and I close my eyes....
I open my mouth and get ready to speak

Pause
....
Oh wait, I can't say a thing...

My mind says STOP,
My conscious tell s me to not say anything
My heart says I'm afraid of your reactions...

Would I lose SOMETHING? Anything? Everything?
I have so little from you....
But it is exactly those little things that makes up a BIG small detail in my life.

Shouldn't hurt telling you of my feelings, or could it change ANYTHING and EVERYTHING!?
How would I know, if I haven't given myself the chance to Say what I need to say.

How about of when I hear Sunshine by Raul Midon, or perhaps Neyon by John Mayer. Would these songs transmit to you words and feeling that I, myself can't say to you?!


Miles apart, a lifetime away....but I've always felt so close to you.

...and that is why I have never given up, even if these words of reality are unspoken.

You are the Truth, and it is so real....to me that is.




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